My dad has a chronic illness. He did his best raising me and my brother despite his conditions. Since I can remember I was always worried about him. I felt fear that he might die soon, I felt helpless that I couldn’t help him, I felt anger that he was sometimes spiraling around his suffering. […]
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SUNDAY MORNING, 8AM Prepared with a loaded backpack full of food, water, clothes and other essential items as well as non-essentials for increasing loading weight, I start my little one-day adventure. I plotted together a route the evening before that will take me over 4 peaks on the east of the Porto Santo with some
This blog still feels like a familiar space, even though i was away for some time. It’s almost midnight. i’m sipping cinnamon/ginger tea and reflecting about life. So much has happened since my last visit. I could share so much, create endlessly.And at the same time, I don’t feel the pressing need to
The year started with a lot of goodbyes. First, I needed to let go of a romantic connection that got me intoxicated, but included shadow tendencies for which I didn’t have the capacities to deal with. I sat with my inner child and hold her afterwards. We healed together over the next weeks. We said
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life as a digital nomad on madeira feels timeless. with a stunning natural environment, countless ways of spending the day on the island, a high fluactuation in people coming and staying with broad spectrum of interests:it’s paradise if you are able to establish some kind of daily routine, close circle of friends or people that
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